Uneventful...

Hmm. I was just about to complain about how bored I've been all day, but in retrospect I had all kinds of work I should've been doing.
Suppose the downtime was kind of nice though.

Looks like I have a few things to figure out for the coming week. Among them are how various videogames establish a space and means of traversing that space (for intro to cm), how I'm going to do my first workshop (probably on physical comedy or pantomime. we'll see how it goes as leading anything doesn't seem to be my strong suit. Lindsey's workshop went really well, so I should be alright, I hope.) and what to do when I hang out with Jillian(? Jill?). I'm kind of hoping she calls me with something in mind, because today's pretty much proof that I don't do anything that exciting when left to my own devices. At the very least, I must be feeling more self-confident, because I have a feeling if I tried to call some girl I had never met a year ago, I would've put it off a month and had my vision blur as I dialed the number... some sort of overacting like that.
Guess I'll go for a walk or hang out in the laundry room now. Meh.

Edit: Okay, there. Followed a stray cat around for a while.

Edit again: Hrmm. I think I had lost sight of my bitter hatred for optimism with how happy I've been since I've been at Tech. Well, found a reminder. I still feel pretty cheerful, but I need to remember to stop expecting things to turn out for the best. Wait... lack of confidence in that good things will happen to me or that I deserve anything in life is why I've been a human shell since childhood. That's what I've been spending the year trying to fix, and I've been doing a decent job, so there's no need to let a small misunderstanding stop me from keeping the parts of my spine I've worked hard for. Still... fuck. And I'm rather bored besides.